Who is it that I am speaking to? I don't know. I may never know. Either way, I am making a promise. A promise that I am going to love you. There isn't anything about me that is perfect. When you get down to the nitty grittiness of life, none of us are. We both will get angry, make mistakes, fight, say things that we don't really mean...I don't want it to happen, but we both know that it will. There are too many unfortunate realities in life. We are all damaged goods. However, I promise that the imperfections that smear both of us will not let me be blinded to the love that will(and I believe already is, regardless of the fact that I still don't know you)bind us together.
I ask just one thing of you. Let me go. Some people are ever changing, constantly growing. Others eventually settle down. Neither is an evil. Both have ups and downs. I am one of those who is in perpetual change. I know that I'm still young and still discovering, but my heart keeps telling me that I am on a different journey. This isn't to boast about anything. I just know that I am different in a different way. The word content does not really exist to me. Maybe I am completely wrong. I sure don't know. Just pleas don't ever ask me to stay. If you someday believe me to be 'the one', then know that I will undoubtedly stay. Have faith. Okay, so that's two things in one I'm asking.
I'm not sure how to end this. Maybe you will read it, maybe not. I sure hope you do.
1 comment:
Im sure you've heard this before. Now your going to hear it again cause I believe its very true. When you get older, maybe 30 or older, you will know who you are and what you want. Things change all the time and they always will. But there you go. That's all I have to say. And as for "everlasting marriage love" I still don't know how I feel about it, but I might just blog about it. Today if not another day. I've written many interesting things about how I feel about love. Im glad you enjoy my blog! I enjoy reading yours too! :)
P.s. My word verification "word" was "noned". Wtc?! That's not a word!
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